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forever yours

why won't you be my blue skies,

so i can be your sunshine.

you'll be my horizon,

i'll come to you every night.

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navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links.	Saturday, December 19, 2009, 12:10 AM Just something interesting that happened recently: "You smile too much." Yeah, I know I do. The reason I smile is because well simply put, why not? Maybe I'm not always happy, but it gets me through what I need to get through. Radiating happiness is better than radiating sadness. No, I'm not masking my emotions, but I like to think that maybe I can make someone else smile a true, genuine smile. I think a smile is the best present a person can gave. It means so much- happiness, joy, glee, excitement, etc. I smile because I always have a reason. With everyone around me, all these lovely people, why am I NOT smiling every moment I possibly can? Anyways. . . Happy Holidays, everyone! I'm so happy that I'm actually going to start keeping up with my blog now that finals and tests are over (watch me not blog again until next year, lol). So congratulations to everyone for getting through hell week aka. finals, haha. I started getting sick these past few days and started thinking about A LOT of things. Maybe when my nose gets conjested, my brain does too. A couple days ago, I realized that my relationship with so many people have changed. Do you realize that as time progresses, friendships, relationships, family-relationships, etc. they all change. They're different from whatever they started from. I'm not sure if I like this change or not, but I'm beginning to see it clearly. I personally don't notice differences and changes because it's a day-to-day thing, slow progression I guess. Take for example my friendship with someone who I care about. Around two months ago, this person was an amazing friend and everything. The more I think about it, the more I realize that I don't care as much or something. It's like this person is starting to strangle my every pet peeve. I honestly don't know why, and it's not like I've neglected the relationship either. (Romantic) Relationships. The common saying: Too young to know what love is. I believe that 'kids' can fall in love. It's a rare thing and not something to be taken lightly, but I believe in it. I know that most people just want happiness out of a relationship. A while back, someone told me that love is greater than happiness. Love is this incredible, unrealistic ____. I left it blank because love is not a thing. No one can really tell you what it is. Even when it’s frozen still, The fragile heart beats fast, Keeping balance by holding onto something, I stutter, Say things that embarrass myself, And I don't mean to, But your presence speeds and slows my heart all at once. What is love? Is it the feeling you that gets your palms sweaty, Making your heart accelerate at the speed of light, And hearing nothing but the echoes of that one person's voice? The love you can't have lasts the longest, Feels the strongest, And hurts the most. It's when you stare and say, "Why can't I just forget you?" after a painful heartbreak. Love cannot be written, Love cannot be defined, Love is learning to find the right one, It's not about money, It's not about material objects, And it's not about the things you give, Or it's not about the words you say. If you've ignored your own needs, Sacrificed your own happiness for the one you love, Then you know what love is. I wrote that poem thing for some poetry project a couple years ago. I look back on it now. I'm not sure if I believe in love. Well, I do believe in love and I'm not afraid of it. But, when someone told me never to settle until it's love- I kind of wonder- just when will I know when that is? I still don't know. Curiosity kills the cat- yeah, I think I'm the cat right now (lol). It's the end of the year and I'm starting to get tired. Not just physically, but mentally worn out as well. I'm tired of hearing pitiful things, of things of unimportance, and things that are filled with lies. I'm tired of old cliches you hear from a movie. I see so many people going around saying forever and other words. People throw around words so easily. I miss you, I love you, I hate you, etc. I'll admit- I'm probably one of those people who abuse words like 'cute, hate, completely, etc.' What's the point of saying something you don't really mean or don't completely understand? I mean honestly, saying something even one time just deteriorates the value of it. I can't remember the last time I just did something because I wanted it more than anything else, regardless of whatever anyone else said. But I think right now, I'm going to do some things for myself that I really need. I just need to take a step back from the world and just relax and stop overthinking. "Today you are you, that is truer than true, there is no one alive that is youer than you."		thedeceptionist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. Don't worry about my name. Don't worry about what I look like. Don't worry about how old I am. Just worry about who I am.		partnersincrime postsecret yaymonday magazinejunkie boingboing wheni'mgone + May 2009 + July 2009 + August 2009 + September 2009 + October 2009 + November 2009 + December 2009 takeabow Edited and re-coded by Jenny (me). An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		theventingmachine