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forever yours

why won't you be my blue skies,

so i can be your sunshine.

you'll be my horizon,

i'll come to you every night.

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navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links.	Monday, July 27, 2009, 9:16 PM fresh air I've begun to realize just how far I've come. I'm slowly understanding the mistakes that I made in the past. Things are different now. Have you ever just woken up one day and decided that today was the beginning of something new? You aren't sure where you were headed, what you were going to be doing, but you just know that God has something great planned for the future. Sometimes it feels like the things you've done in the past were just silly and inane. In fact, most of them probably were. Sometimes you go away for a while and you just, well - grow up. You learn and mature and that's part of life. You realize that the things you were screaming about last year aren't that important. And you discover something new about yourself. You become independent. The typical generic girls- the Twilight-obsessed, boy-crazed, drama-entangled girls- I used to be able to relate to them to a certain degree. Then I was annoyed of them. And now I just don't bother. It doesn't matter and trivial matters shouldn't irritate me so easily. People who get annoyed easily are annoying. It's about time people stop caring what other people think. I read somewhere that reputation is much more vital in life than what people generally assume. I don't think that's true. If I wanna get myself into a mess- I will. And if I know people are gonna give me crap for something I want to do, I'll still do it. I'm done hiding behind others. "We are who we pretend to be, so we must be careful who we pretend to be" -Kurt Vonnegut No offense Mr. Vonnegut, I think I'd rather be myself. I'd rather not get caught up in society. I'd rather be my own person. I feel like I've just caught a breath of fresh air. Something new. A risk worth taking. School's around the corner and I don't feel like morphing back into a generic girl. I've realized boys make better friends than boyfriends. Family matters- they really do. I've realized I've said so many things about them- so many complaints, but in the end- it's all because I needed to open up. Learning is good. You can shout nerd all you want, but that's why we were created- to acquire knowledge. God. He's the person I have the most faith in. I know no matter where I go, no matter what I do- he'll guide me to the right path. If I put my trust in him, he'll return it someday. I can't be picky, and I can't be impatient. I've just gotta remain faithful. You may not have anyone to turn to, but I'll always keep Christ in my heart- I know I'll be able to count on him when it really matters. This entry was really just all over the place wasn't it? But I feel as if I've finally realized what I need to put first- what I need to understand more, and what kind of person I want to be. I feel as if I've matured- and maybe to you I haven't. But that doesn't matter, because as long I as I have the will to grow & mature- I will. Don't live life waiting, What you may be waiting for might pass you by, Good things happen to people who wait, But the best things happen in a blink of an eye. Every day, Every moment It's a memory that will last forever, And when that moment's gone, It can't be brought back. Time doesn't stop, And death doesn't wait, Leave the world with a legacy, Something to be remembered by. Take a chance, Live for the day, And cease the moment. Be fearless in this one life, This one chance, And the only shot you have. "And so I will leave you with a legacy. I will be someone in this world. I'll take chances and live my moment in time. And I will leave you with someone to remember."		thedeceptionist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. Don't worry about my name. Don't worry about what I look like. Don't worry about how old I am. Just worry about who I am.		partnersincrime postsecret yaymonday magazinejunkie boingboing wheni'mgone + May 2009 + July 2009 + August 2009 + September 2009 + October 2009 + November 2009 + December 2009 takeabow Edited and re-coded by Jenny (me). An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		theventingmachine